Words Like Autopilots And Nothing Really

Words are useless.
If they are not accompanied by facts.
You can say I’m going to take care of you.
While doing the opposite of caring.

You can say I love you.
While from behind what you show is that no.
You can say you are the best thing that ever happened to me.
While what you give is crumbs.

You can use the words as autopilots.
Empty, repeated words that mean absolutely nothing.
You can promise so many things.
There must be a whole country with the things you promised and didn’t do.

You can also believe your own words.
You can suggest yourself and think yes.
That that was love.
That that was wanting.

But no.
If you say something but don’t do it.
That something does not exist.
It is not seen.
Is not.

You can fool others.
You can tell the story in any way you want.
You can blame it.
Excuse yourself.
But you can’t lie to yourself.

Deep down you know it.
You know that when you said it won’t happen again.
It was not true.
You know that when you said I’m not going to fail you.
It was not true.

You know that when you said I will pay more attention.
It was not true.
You know you have not done well.
And the only thing you can do when you screw it up.
Because we all screw it up.
It is asking for forgiveness.

It is speaking from honesty.
It is to stop talking and say I’m sorry.
Also say what you feel.
I didn’t like you.
It was not right.
I did not want to continue.
I shouldn’t have played with you.

You deserved me to tell you.
You deserved to be with someone to tell you what was going on.
And don’t waste your time.
Because of fear.
To leave me